Stretched Thin p.p.s.
To say what Feeling says, I am happy I quit. Truly.
Thinking of the three years some more, the first was soothing and focused on loving Me for Me. The second was huge transition and feeling kindness all around me as I recentered myself and my family. Now, in Year 3, I’m a good chunk of the way in, but I don’t feel purposeful. I feel like I am maintaining, but not growing. I don’t care for that feeling. Hrm.
…. Just more digesting. And again, spinning a bit. Time for bed, I think.
It will get better. I know it will.
Day 868. Still.